Days come and go, and today is my 29th-years, 4th-month and 26th-day of my life. I woke up feeling sick and it took me to a surprise realizing that I have been seeing loves, sadness, longings, lies, hypocrisies, and kindness in front of my face.
They are like cold bodies walking around me, laughing at me for being standing here, numb, doing nothing. I am weak and stupid. I am just too stupid. I am a moron.
Those cold bodies are holding norms, values, religions, social justice tight. Sometimes they are throwing their bodies on me and put those norms, values, religions and social justice on to my head. Then they will start to dance around my head like a hallo around an angel’s head.
Let me go through this. Let me weep for you, my friend. But allow me to just shout out, saying “You are all wrong, people. Beauty-on-skin has blinded you all. That is all wrong, WROOOONG”. Let me just scream out of my lung.
I am mad, and let this anger rises. I am mad, weak and stupid. Forgive me, my friend. I do not have any choice but to fulfill my duty. The duty I get because my mother has given birth to me. The duty I get because my father has given me a name with a task on it.
Take my hand, my friend. Come and walk with me. Do not let those cold bodies step on I and crush I. Let’s go through this together. Me and I.
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